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Dressed in a dress of my ex GF

Greets :) those pics you see here I made end of 2019 I think. I still was in the Celar Appartment of my parents. At that time I had a Gf which lived about 70km away. It was a crazy time for me. I would say my mind was foggy, well it still is nowadays. The Gf was crazy. She had the Borderline Personality Disorder. But I was happy to had a Gf again. She also had very big breasts, which was very delicious xD it was a torture to be with her. I never knew what´s coming next. Right now we have been best friends ever, at the next moment she hated me and wanted to fight. Borderliners always want to destroy you. They don´t do that with intention, they do that cause they hate themselves, so they hate you too cause you stay together with them. I think about to tell the whole story, how it was to be with her. I think the society should know more about that disorder. It´s very important. Me personal, I might have even several disorders. So it´s not that simple to destroy me. Cause I have something like "I give a shit" mode. I press a button inside me, and honestly, I can´t give a shit about anything, ignore anything, being focused only on myself. But even for me it was not easy to handle her. So I think normal empathic humans, if they meet a borderliner, they are lost. They are even in big danger. So it would be nice for the society to know more about those diseases. Hiding is not helping. That is what societies usually do. They hide and ignore as soon there are problems like depressions, bipolarity etc. They react just as soon as something happened and it is to late already. But enough of that for now, let me tell you the Story of those pics :)
 

 

The borderline girl gave me this dress and jewelry as I visited her. Being back at my home, I decided to dress up at the evening. I decided not to wear underwear :p the dress felt very nice on my shaved body, very soft and comfy.

 

It was a bit to large, it always felt down from my left shoulder. But it didn´t really bother me. Not at all. I looked even more naughty this way. The jewelry on my hair made me look innoncent. So innoncent and naughty, fatal combination ^^

 

This is my favorite pic btw. Interesting fact, some of the jewelry I bought in a supermarket :p some of the braceletts and the whole makeup I had have been a gift of a Nurse which worked together with me in the past. She gave them to me as I told her that I dress sometimes. That was after I left my wife. The borderline girl knew about the Nurse. She hated her. The Nurse hated her too. They never met, but they hated each other. Later after I left the Borderline Girl I have been coupled for a few months with the Nurse. That was the last Gf I had. Since then it doesn´t want to work for me anymore. No way, no chance, I meet and talk just to dumb girls, time is passing, over 16 months now, nothing happens. Like I am stucked. I doubt that I ever will have a Gf again. Things are to complicated nowadays. Females are to complicated, I am to complicated and dating apps and social media don´t bring people together, they rather keep the distance between people.

 

But at this time I was happy. I had a relationship, I had a job, I had an appartment, Covid was about to start, but it still was not there, not in our minds. So yes, I was happy. I thought the future will become good. I will live as I wanted to live, I will be free, I was so happy, couldn´t wait the good future to start. If I would have knew then........Good that I didn´t.

 

The hair on this pic the Borderline Girl bought for me too. I liked it. First time she used it on me with make-up, I just thought omg WOW! I looked hispanic on the pics I made, or better said, she made. That ain´t this pics here :) But I will show them off too.

This was the short story of me, wearing once a dress from a girlfriend. I never will wear this dress again, cause I don´t have it anymore. Like many things in my Life, this pics mean memories for me. They remember me that I had good times too. Nobody can say if I will have good times again. But this gives hope :)
 

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