Style for TikTok

 

Hi babes :) it´s sunday noon here, so I found some time to post some of my pics which I made for tiktok. I was styled in grey jeans, beige underwear and a purple top. But I did a little mistake xD. If you watch the top exactly, you see that I wear it invert, whoops^^

 

I have to say, as I made this pics, I had a bottle of wine before, so anything was going on slowly, it took me a while to use this metallic make up on me. I did it slow, cause I wanted it to look good.

 

 

I tried some new poses on this evening, here is one on my couch :) by the way, I like it to present my toes and feet, I consider them cute :p

 

Here on this pic you can see best that the top I wear is weared invert :p but it also has a positive effect, cause it looks like there are nipples, and the fake breasts look real on this pic.

 

On the Video at TikTok, I start to become a bit depressed. I started to tell that beauty has nothing to do with how humans looks like, beauty comes deep from the heart, cause humans become older and ugly, while the inner side is still beautiful.

 

The interesting fact is that I am usually a very selfish Person. I don´t want to hurt others or stuff like that, not at all. But mainly I am very focused on me. It´s funny if Persons like me start to critique others of being superficial.

 

But maybe it was not that bad. The Clip got many likes and to be honest, I am many things, just one thing I am not. I am not superficial. If I write with other Persons, usually I write to much, I write and write and write....

 

Writing is something nowadays which humans are tired off it looks like. I tried many dating apps. Most Persons, especially females write always short messages. If you write more, then they lose interests on you. 

 

I know the reason why females are that way. They get to many messages. They can´t answer to all. So they pick up a few which they might like, and answer in short messages, cause they still write with several people. In my mind they are losing this way. Me personal, if a female writes just single words as answer, or short messages, usually I stop to answer and delete the match. I know very well how they feel like. As Trans on Instagram for example, I get tons of messages from males. I am not into males. So it´s easy for me to ignore them. If I am bored, then I talk to a few. But not to many. Cause if I start to talk to many, I become stressed very fast. If males write me normal, I answer normal back. I have no issues to write longer sentences etc. Just if they start to be flirty, or want a sexual chat, then I am out. Females should do it same as me. I know they look for a perfect male, a perfect match. But how can they look for a perfect Person if themselves are imperfect? And then they cry that males are all pricks. They ain´t. But females in the virtual world want always males which are better then themselves.

 For example, I get many likes and messages as male from older females. There was one, she is a really good example. She was 61 years old. She told me that all males on that dating site where ugly. I was the only one which she liked. Of course, I was 20 years younger. If I compare myself with males which are 60 years old, of course I look much better. So females with 60 years, don´t like males in their age. They like younger ones. I don´t know, don´t they take a look in the mirror sometimes and notice that they are old hens already? I talked to females in my age as Trans. They told me all males are ugly on dating sites. They just like males which are under 30 years old. So same thing as with the female which was 60 years old. In this case the female wanted males which are 10 years or more younger then herself. She forgot to ask herself if young males want a female which has children and is married etc. or if they prefer a younger sexy girl, with a better skin, better curves, no children, no stress, no nothing. But it looks like older females, or females in middle age simply ignore that they ain´t that pretty anymore as in the past. They still consider themselves as hot and young. In some way it is sad, very sad. But I noticed that males started to be same. I know many males which are 40 years old and say "my wife is so ugly, look at all those younger females, they are all so hot, and I have to stay at home with this old female".

Males also simply ignore that they get older too and they ain´t that attractive anymore. In this case I have to say thanks to social media. They give humans illusions, they start dreaming, the reality floats more and more away...